I thought ...
I thought you'll understand..
I thought we'll be together...
I thought you're staying here with me till the end...
I thought...
I thought we'll be forever...
I could still hear you swearing...
Remember darling?
You swore..
"Promise we'll be forever!"
"Promise we'll be forever!"
But... Where are we now?
Where are we now?
--- WITCH
Friday, August 5, 2011
A FINAL GOODBYE
"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along." - Anonymous.
Dear Bogart,
Hi.
It's been 15 years... 15 years of wonderful and sad moments... But time never changed who you are... You're the same Bogart I knew and cried over when I was still 16... Nothing has changed...
You're still one big fat liar God has ever created in this world!
I had hoped and prayed that this time you might miraculously change for me... but it was a failure...
You just improved your craft. And, this time, I could not stomach it in...
It's over and done with!!!
Although, I still love you... And, even though I would love you continuously...
THE FOOLISHNESS MUST STOP NOW.
Goodbye... so long... and good luck!
Monday, July 11, 2011
SURPRISES
I AM NOT KEEN WITH SURPRISES... BUT GOD GAVE ME SOMETHING I REALLY DIDN'T EXPECT... A LONG LOST SOMETHING THAT I GAINED BACK.... I AM THANKFUL AND MYSTIFIED AT THE SAME TIME... WHO WOULD EXPECT TO HAVE SUCH A WONDERFUL PRESENT??? I AM COMPLETE NOW :)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Doodles, Squiggles and Scrawls: I AM WHO I AM
Doodles, Squiggles and Scrawls: I AM WHO I AM: "I am who I am. I don't conform to the usual stuffs 'normal' and good girls. I don't care what the other people say. I take risks... and I'm ..."
I AM WHO I AM
I am who I am. I don't conform to the usual stuffs "normal" and good girls. I don't care what the other people say. I take risks... and I'm happy about all of them. Even if I fail a millionth time, it doesn't matter. What's important is that I tried it, I liked it, I loved it. That's the thrill of being me.
But, ONE THING'S FOR SURE: I don't encourage other people to be like me. I don't say, I am perfect. I've got flaws. too many flaws---if other people will comment about me. But, I am happy. That's what matters most. ME... My Kids...my friends... and My world.
But, ONE THING'S FOR SURE: I don't encourage other people to be like me. I don't say, I am perfect. I've got flaws. too many flaws---if other people will comment about me. But, I am happy. That's what matters most. ME... My Kids...my friends... and My world.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
BLEAK
Thud and thud, my heart beats....
Once you were here...
Now you were out...
Back and forth I looked at you...
When you looked at me as you passed by...
Your eyes turned to me...
Silently you said goodbye.
We never talked
We never said goodbye
Yet we have danced for a while
You never let me think
I wanted you to speak
Yet you gave my life... all bleak.
Now as I left the pavements of our past...
I trust you not to follow.
Never track me down to know where I'll go
whether I'm at low or I am at peak
'Cause if you'll do...
You'll make my life more bleak.
We never talked
We never said goodbye
Yet we have danced for a while
You never let me think
I wanted you to speak
Yet you gave my life... all bleak.
--- WITCH
Once you were here...
Now you were out...
Back and forth I looked at you...
When you looked at me as you passed by...
Your eyes turned to me...
Silently you said goodbye.
We never talked
We never said goodbye
Yet we have danced for a while
You never let me think
I wanted you to speak
Yet you gave my life... all bleak.
Now as I left the pavements of our past...
I trust you not to follow.
Never track me down to know where I'll go
whether I'm at low or I am at peak
'Cause if you'll do...
You'll make my life more bleak.
We never talked
We never said goodbye
Yet we have danced for a while
You never let me think
I wanted you to speak
Yet you gave my life... all bleak.
--- WITCH
UNEXPECTED ANGELS
It's funny that the ones you've been expecting to help you would turn out not helping you at all and the unexpected people will.
Last month, I've trodden a very bumpy, dark and cold world. I thought I couldn't make it this time. I wondered why this was happening to me all over again. How did I ever deserve these challenges in life again? I called thousands for help but nothing came. That's true.
I almost gave up... but suddenly god sent angels on my way. People whom I know not my closest. But people who turned out to be the true friends. They are not even endowed with money and fame like the people Ive cried for help... but, they tried their best... give their best... just to help me. Little things... big ways... and, I thank all of those bits and pieces you've taken time to shower on my path.
May God give me a chance someday to pay you back. Now I really believe that true friends are sometimes could not be found in the people you are very closed with. They are not even be found to your closest kins... True friends are not even measured to the people whom you've known for years. TRUE FRIENDS COULD BE SEEN TO PEOPLE WHO WILL HELP NO MATTER WHAT REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE TO THEM.
To all the unexpected people in my life: thank you so much! May God bless you more. You all deserve the blessings that will come your way!
Last month, I've trodden a very bumpy, dark and cold world. I thought I couldn't make it this time. I wondered why this was happening to me all over again. How did I ever deserve these challenges in life again? I called thousands for help but nothing came. That's true.
I almost gave up... but suddenly god sent angels on my way. People whom I know not my closest. But people who turned out to be the true friends. They are not even endowed with money and fame like the people Ive cried for help... but, they tried their best... give their best... just to help me. Little things... big ways... and, I thank all of those bits and pieces you've taken time to shower on my path.
May God give me a chance someday to pay you back. Now I really believe that true friends are sometimes could not be found in the people you are very closed with. They are not even be found to your closest kins... True friends are not even measured to the people whom you've known for years. TRUE FRIENDS COULD BE SEEN TO PEOPLE WHO WILL HELP NO MATTER WHAT REGARDLESS OF WHO YOU ARE TO THEM.
To all the unexpected people in my life: thank you so much! May God bless you more. You all deserve the blessings that will come your way!
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